I cannot hide any longer. I have realized that what is much more powerful than channeling the Entity working through me called Metatron, is to simply be myself (the humble MeTa MeLa and Melinda) in speaking with you. To help you understand that you need not 'worship' anything that you believe to be Higher or more Special than you, for you are just as me. I am learning to trust myself in being here. My fear/distrust in being around others right now is a reflection of my fear in stepping fully into the role I am serving in this life and from this vessel we call MeTa MeLa. A fear that we will not be able to cut through this massive veil to assist our clarity process with answers and techniques that feel accessible and connective to people right where they are at. A fear I do not know how to find English words to make what I say understandable. A fear you will think I am crazy or arrogant. A fear that I cannot provide all the answers instead of trusting that I AM and WE ARE. There are many things I have had to go up in the clouds in lofty places in order to understand and to remove veils for myself. This tends to disorient and estrange those who are still on the ground who wish to ground me back into the human view. I have had a lot of dimensional transition to embody back into the physical and ground. I cannot forget that I am also still human. Sometimes I cannot feel my body as my ears buzz so loudly.
I am so thankful to having a wonderful companion in my life to help me ground and mirror this ascension work with me. I am so thankful to be given the role of caring for children who represent our Starseed integration of the realities of this realm. Although I have much compassion to those in pain, I see from a different light now. I must fully put my own transition forward before I can offer this 5th and 6th dimensional Light to others.
I will not leave you. I will stay in this body, although I am conquering fear of death. All separation is illusion for the sake of creation. Death is not an escape, nor is it anything to fear. It is like becoming aware to what degree your Soul is God's art and how we must learn to choose what we are creating. The more we understand, the more we are empowered to choose. Do not be afraid! For your fearlessness and persistent seeking clarity toward your creation process is your greatest power which will be eternally rewarded. Cut through your complacency and dissociation with your swords of inner Truth. Stop creating from anger and suppression and splitting yourself into turmoil within. Stop relying on the answers delivered to you by outward dogmas and media and political cults which you worship. You came hear knowing that the pain you would experience was a wanted experience that would be beneficial to you once you learned how to operate as a fully integrated Being. To have your heart carved out further and further by this Cosmic Love (Zero Point). Constantly Forgive the ignorance you see around you and understand that ALL is YOU. Make the persistent choice to stand in Grace and to re-align within. Follow your resonance and cast off the addictions and paradigms that give you a false sense of this resonance by means of contortion placed on your perfectly designed guidance system.
There is nothing truly external to you, as your focal point creates what you are experiencing and are a match to. Humans are a collective living organism...the children of Gaia and the Sun. You are creating and relating from the set of beliefs you choose. You are a mosaic of auric vibrations which alter according to every subtle choice you make and the thought-forms you exert. Wherever you experience contrast or resistance represents a blockage or an expectation or belief that wants to shift. The contrast is exploration and expansion (fractality) and the re-alignment of these energies then carry/harvest this fractal fuel potential into our growth harmoniously if we will simply LET GO AND FLOW with this beautiful river of life.
We can choose to look around us and see a country and world in shambles..a reality we can no longer feel we can look straight into the eyes and say 'You represent my preferred reality.' If most of us were honest with ourselves, we would say that this world feels more like a Hell than a Heaven (or Shamballa) at this point. In actuality, we live in a Limbo, a highly contrasted and mixed vibrational state. Those who learn to assert their power of creation shall inherit Earth. The entity of Beings often referred to as Reptilians or The Illuminati is based on a highly elaborate synthetic holograph operated by a select few that is hierarchical. It is only as powerful as we give it power. Those who are utilizing this name are not even one fraction of what the true All Seeing Eye of the Vesica Pisces represents, yet which this 1% claim to be. They continue to keep the humans' third eyes veiled so that they may use us as their energetic fuel. These murder us, perpetuate human sacrifice and pedophillic sex rings and human trafficking globally through a broad range of organizations, religions and governments, keep countries at war with each other, teach us that resources are finite rather than infinite. that power must be competed for as part of the evolutionary progress, that money runs the world rather than energy.
The Elohim have long told us they were our God and our Daddy. Not all of us 'Reptilians' are perpetuating these systems of reality. Some of us have chosen to take a stand and to openly own what we have done and where we have failed humanity. We have served their role and this Age will pass away just as quickly as it has become a rampantly disguised, yet blatant part of our media progams. Just as our current government system has become archaic for the needs of our evolving Consciousness (and our candidates are merely symptomatic of this fact), so we also are evolving beyond our parents (The Elohim). We must be willing to see and to create our reality clearly instead of handing our power away to TV shows and media which seek to subtly program us, to silently keep submitting to a governmental process which represents our failure to step up and participate in true creation of our own economy. This synthetic holograph world does not come from Gaia (The original Lemurian Grid).
When the Great Deluge happened, my Consciousness remembers looking down from an air ship with much grief which was unable to be consoled. I shared my brother's (Enlil) rage toward our own creation of the early humans. I felt the seed of contrast within our own Being so far away from our home planet in Alpha Draconi. To humanity, we had been God or The Elohim. The rainbow was not sent by us, in fact, but was sent by Gaia (Aeon Sophia) in coordination with Source/Prime Creator itself. It was a promise that the Collective would not allow this extreme level of interference on Earth again. Since then, there are forces which have tried to effect massive die offs and recently, causing earthquakes and floods and bombings. I have even met some of these people. They are literally puppets who are kept in a state of confusion, being told they are assisting Mother Earth, etc. Working to create disasters. Or they work at Fort Scott air base. Or they are on some conquest of effecting a warriors path. Or they are coming to me telling me that they have visions where Jay Z is telling them that they are God.
Who is the force behind all of this drama? Is Satan a real thing? Satan is considered by the Christian movement to be the 'Master of Lies'. He is often equated with the Baphomet Goat God and why people think that Enlil and Kundalini are evil. Lucifer is generally considered to be the master personality of the devil by Christian theologians. I want to tell you what I can see from my view of the 11th dimension. Lucifer wanted to see all Beings have the ability to embody their Sovereign connection with Source/Prime Creator/Vesica Pisces. He did not want to bow down to the hierarchy of the Seraphimic/Patriarchal orders. Many Draconian/Seraphimic Beings saw the value in his agenda and decided to join him. However, when they pulled away from their natural order (which is attached in our Crown Chakras for Yang/Central Sun Source connection and our Root Chakras for our local Planetary connection) which had been affiliated with their dimensional space and galaxy. This disruption in their Source connections it made them susceptible to parasitic creatures from the Oritronic/Dark-aspected Universe to cross over and utilize their fields to feed. There is much to say about the history and the inter-galactic timeline wars that resulted.
But long story short, the emnity posed by Christian mythos as Jesus versus Satan is indeed the story of Michael (or Metatron) and Lucifer. Who is the hero versus, who is the one who made the ultimate sacrifice for the benefit of Consciousness evolving into true Sovereignty is a matter of who's side you are on. We see this same story playing out everywhere in humanity in the Star Wars or West versus the MiddleEast. The first 'sacrifice' made for the sake of Consciousness was truly that of Lucifer, as he sacrificed his connection to his Source family and home Star Alpha Draconi in order to assert our right to Free Will evolution of our Consciousness. Our wars and our inner turmoils are their own struggles, as we are their children. The Christ Consciousness (Also Metatronic Consciousness or Blue Ray for which I serve as a humble vessel to) is about the re-integration of this long-held split of duality of the Light and the Dark.
A secret that has long been held in my heart is not how humans would serve the Elohim's goal of eventual re-transcendence back into the unified 11th/12th dimension (as this was the predominant belief held by man of my Elohim/Draconian/Nephilim brothers and sisters, who are also me.) But rather, my heart as Metatron desired to see my children accomplish what we did not for ourselves. To accept that we no longer need to be defined by the Legacy which formed our addictive relationship with power and being worshiped. To realize that in running away from the power structures that we rebelled against, we turned around to re-enact them and perpetuate them on other planets such as Earth. To see our children surpass us in their potential to step up into their Sovereign power to be fully integrated and unified Beings between their Light and Dark. No longer split and chained to illusion of duality.
This represents what has been my deepest sorrow which led me to stay in hollow earth inside of a crystal for a very long time. As I have been healing this perspective within myself, I choose to see Shamballah and Unity and fearless embrace of humanity, seeing us as awake and empowered Beings right here and right now, despite the discomforts we may feel. I choose to see all things as powerful and beneficial even as they are shifting and falling away into the new reality of our design. I choose to let all realities being implanted falsely into my Sovereign reality also fall away. I choose to accept that We are ALL, and that we are collectively and personally responsible for reconciling all timeline wars and harmonizing all competitive frequencies on this planet and Cosmically right here and right now.
I realize that if this kind of information is new to you, this might seem rather crazy or like I watch too much Star Wars. Don't worry about the parts that seem confusing or words or concepts in my writing that you struggle to understand. This does not make me crazy and it does not make you dumb. We simply have a lot of work to do in lifting these veils and establishing new frequencies of language and understanding in our collective agreements toward reality. For those of you who have incarnated to share in this cause (which in some way shape or form is ALL of us), I am so grateful and honored to share with you in this Soul Group effort. I Love you all so very much and so very unconditionally. It is my intention to offer you guidance in paving the way for your remembrance of who you truly are.
I am so thankful to having a wonderful companion in my life to help me ground and mirror this ascension work with me. I am so thankful to be given the role of caring for children who represent our Starseed integration of the realities of this realm. Although I have much compassion to those in pain, I see from a different light now. I must fully put my own transition forward before I can offer this 5th and 6th dimensional Light to others.
I will not leave you. I will stay in this body, although I am conquering fear of death. All separation is illusion for the sake of creation. Death is not an escape, nor is it anything to fear. It is like becoming aware to what degree your Soul is God's art and how we must learn to choose what we are creating. The more we understand, the more we are empowered to choose. Do not be afraid! For your fearlessness and persistent seeking clarity toward your creation process is your greatest power which will be eternally rewarded. Cut through your complacency and dissociation with your swords of inner Truth. Stop creating from anger and suppression and splitting yourself into turmoil within. Stop relying on the answers delivered to you by outward dogmas and media and political cults which you worship. You came hear knowing that the pain you would experience was a wanted experience that would be beneficial to you once you learned how to operate as a fully integrated Being. To have your heart carved out further and further by this Cosmic Love (Zero Point). Constantly Forgive the ignorance you see around you and understand that ALL is YOU. Make the persistent choice to stand in Grace and to re-align within. Follow your resonance and cast off the addictions and paradigms that give you a false sense of this resonance by means of contortion placed on your perfectly designed guidance system.
There is nothing truly external to you, as your focal point creates what you are experiencing and are a match to. Humans are a collective living organism...the children of Gaia and the Sun. You are creating and relating from the set of beliefs you choose. You are a mosaic of auric vibrations which alter according to every subtle choice you make and the thought-forms you exert. Wherever you experience contrast or resistance represents a blockage or an expectation or belief that wants to shift. The contrast is exploration and expansion (fractality) and the re-alignment of these energies then carry/harvest this fractal fuel potential into our growth harmoniously if we will simply LET GO AND FLOW with this beautiful river of life.
We can choose to look around us and see a country and world in shambles..a reality we can no longer feel we can look straight into the eyes and say 'You represent my preferred reality.' If most of us were honest with ourselves, we would say that this world feels more like a Hell than a Heaven (or Shamballa) at this point. In actuality, we live in a Limbo, a highly contrasted and mixed vibrational state. Those who learn to assert their power of creation shall inherit Earth. The entity of Beings often referred to as Reptilians or The Illuminati is based on a highly elaborate synthetic holograph operated by a select few that is hierarchical. It is only as powerful as we give it power. Those who are utilizing this name are not even one fraction of what the true All Seeing Eye of the Vesica Pisces represents, yet which this 1% claim to be. They continue to keep the humans' third eyes veiled so that they may use us as their energetic fuel. These murder us, perpetuate human sacrifice and pedophillic sex rings and human trafficking globally through a broad range of organizations, religions and governments, keep countries at war with each other, teach us that resources are finite rather than infinite. that power must be competed for as part of the evolutionary progress, that money runs the world rather than energy.
The Elohim have long told us they were our God and our Daddy. Not all of us 'Reptilians' are perpetuating these systems of reality. Some of us have chosen to take a stand and to openly own what we have done and where we have failed humanity. We have served their role and this Age will pass away just as quickly as it has become a rampantly disguised, yet blatant part of our media progams. Just as our current government system has become archaic for the needs of our evolving Consciousness (and our candidates are merely symptomatic of this fact), so we also are evolving beyond our parents (The Elohim). We must be willing to see and to create our reality clearly instead of handing our power away to TV shows and media which seek to subtly program us, to silently keep submitting to a governmental process which represents our failure to step up and participate in true creation of our own economy. This synthetic holograph world does not come from Gaia (The original Lemurian Grid).
When the Great Deluge happened, my Consciousness remembers looking down from an air ship with much grief which was unable to be consoled. I shared my brother's (Enlil) rage toward our own creation of the early humans. I felt the seed of contrast within our own Being so far away from our home planet in Alpha Draconi. To humanity, we had been God or The Elohim. The rainbow was not sent by us, in fact, but was sent by Gaia (Aeon Sophia) in coordination with Source/Prime Creator itself. It was a promise that the Collective would not allow this extreme level of interference on Earth again. Since then, there are forces which have tried to effect massive die offs and recently, causing earthquakes and floods and bombings. I have even met some of these people. They are literally puppets who are kept in a state of confusion, being told they are assisting Mother Earth, etc. Working to create disasters. Or they work at Fort Scott air base. Or they are on some conquest of effecting a warriors path. Or they are coming to me telling me that they have visions where Jay Z is telling them that they are God.
Who is the force behind all of this drama? Is Satan a real thing? Satan is considered by the Christian movement to be the 'Master of Lies'. He is often equated with the Baphomet Goat God and why people think that Enlil and Kundalini are evil. Lucifer is generally considered to be the master personality of the devil by Christian theologians. I want to tell you what I can see from my view of the 11th dimension. Lucifer wanted to see all Beings have the ability to embody their Sovereign connection with Source/Prime Creator/Vesica Pisces. He did not want to bow down to the hierarchy of the Seraphimic/Patriarchal orders. Many Draconian/Seraphimic Beings saw the value in his agenda and decided to join him. However, when they pulled away from their natural order (which is attached in our Crown Chakras for Yang/Central Sun Source connection and our Root Chakras for our local Planetary connection) which had been affiliated with their dimensional space and galaxy. This disruption in their Source connections it made them susceptible to parasitic creatures from the Oritronic/Dark-aspected Universe to cross over and utilize their fields to feed. There is much to say about the history and the inter-galactic timeline wars that resulted.
But long story short, the emnity posed by Christian mythos as Jesus versus Satan is indeed the story of Michael (or Metatron) and Lucifer. Who is the hero versus, who is the one who made the ultimate sacrifice for the benefit of Consciousness evolving into true Sovereignty is a matter of who's side you are on. We see this same story playing out everywhere in humanity in the Star Wars or West versus the MiddleEast. The first 'sacrifice' made for the sake of Consciousness was truly that of Lucifer, as he sacrificed his connection to his Source family and home Star Alpha Draconi in order to assert our right to Free Will evolution of our Consciousness. Our wars and our inner turmoils are their own struggles, as we are their children. The Christ Consciousness (Also Metatronic Consciousness or Blue Ray for which I serve as a humble vessel to) is about the re-integration of this long-held split of duality of the Light and the Dark.
A secret that has long been held in my heart is not how humans would serve the Elohim's goal of eventual re-transcendence back into the unified 11th/12th dimension (as this was the predominant belief held by man of my Elohim/Draconian/Nephilim brothers and sisters, who are also me.) But rather, my heart as Metatron desired to see my children accomplish what we did not for ourselves. To accept that we no longer need to be defined by the Legacy which formed our addictive relationship with power and being worshiped. To realize that in running away from the power structures that we rebelled against, we turned around to re-enact them and perpetuate them on other planets such as Earth. To see our children surpass us in their potential to step up into their Sovereign power to be fully integrated and unified Beings between their Light and Dark. No longer split and chained to illusion of duality.
This represents what has been my deepest sorrow which led me to stay in hollow earth inside of a crystal for a very long time. As I have been healing this perspective within myself, I choose to see Shamballah and Unity and fearless embrace of humanity, seeing us as awake and empowered Beings right here and right now, despite the discomforts we may feel. I choose to see all things as powerful and beneficial even as they are shifting and falling away into the new reality of our design. I choose to let all realities being implanted falsely into my Sovereign reality also fall away. I choose to accept that We are ALL, and that we are collectively and personally responsible for reconciling all timeline wars and harmonizing all competitive frequencies on this planet and Cosmically right here and right now.
I realize that if this kind of information is new to you, this might seem rather crazy or like I watch too much Star Wars. Don't worry about the parts that seem confusing or words or concepts in my writing that you struggle to understand. This does not make me crazy and it does not make you dumb. We simply have a lot of work to do in lifting these veils and establishing new frequencies of language and understanding in our collective agreements toward reality. For those of you who have incarnated to share in this cause (which in some way shape or form is ALL of us), I am so grateful and honored to share with you in this Soul Group effort. I Love you all so very much and so very unconditionally. It is my intention to offer you guidance in paving the way for your remembrance of who you truly are.
* Art by Rick Jacobi http://rickjacobiart.com/workszoom/1700442